Wednesday, June 29, 2005
*** LonG LonG TimE AgO - ParT TwO ***
*** LonG LonG TimE AgO - ParT TwO ***
oh well.. another major thing happened last week though.. CRIS came back!! oh finally.. after 2 years she's finally back.. though only a few days, i suppose that's better than nothing la.. haha.. last fri i was sick.. worked half day and finally buai tahan, went back after that.. sat afternoon went to make last payment for my Genting trip.. (yeah!) after that went to meet cris.. wah seh.. she really changed alot.. her chin got shorter coz she went for surgery.. got prettier too but still silly silly one.. OopZ! anyway, was very happy and excited to see her again.. we went coffee bean to chat about our recent happenings for 4 hours!! OMG.. couldnt bear to see her go after that.. was very sad coz she was my best friend back in sec sch and still is a very close friend even until now.. we used to hang out every min together.. sat together in class.. stayed in canteen to do homework together everyday after sch.. eat together.. go library and do projects together.. talk to each other on the phone everyday.. sometimes we would even go to her house to relax.. we even walk to the bus stop to go home everyday.. really missed those days.. even if i had netball training, she'd wait for me in the canteen so that we could walk to the bus stop together.. haiz.. can u imagine how close we were? it's really hard to find such a close fren.. how many ppl actually done all these? haha.. i doubt so.. that's wat makes it so precious.. seriously if not for her, i wouldnt have gone into pure science.. probably right now i wouldnt be in uni also.. might juz be a poly graduate.. really had alot of great times with her.. but things changed after i met my bf and other friends.. we were no longer as close to each other as last time.. all becoz of me.. seriously.. come to think of it right now.. really very silly.. very immature of me.. dun know how to treasure our friendship.. seriously right now i still feel very guilty.. i remembered one time when we go bbq with xiaoying and sehour, cris fainted.. that night we didnt go home.. we were talking about our feelings and stuff.. juz she and me and the rest went to bbq i think.. after that night that i got to know her more.. more in depth.. but somehow that i forgotten that incident and continued to treat her EVIL-Y.. if there's such a word.. only after she left for US that i missed her so much and remembered precious memories that she and me share.. haha.. sound abit les.. dun worry i'm normal.. still like man more.. anyway i got to believe the saying that "you'll only treasure someone when they're no longer beside u".. seriously.. if any of u got close frens, dun treat them for granted.. when one day they're not with u anymore.. you'll feel how i'm feeling now....
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:50 pm
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